SEASON FINALE! Episode 21: Ulap-paap

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Ever had the feeling of being so lost?

Ever found yourself wandering aimlessly with nowhere to go?

I was stuck - trapped inside the pits of confusion and self-doubt. Retarded. Thoughts of negativity and depression ruled my mind as every opportunity passed before my eyes - untouched. I was shouting inside. Nobody heard me. Or maybe I did not want to be heard.

It was difficult - finding that voice. And finding someone to share it with. But as days passed, I saw that what paths I might've chosen, what mistakes I might've made - I learned.

And now, I may still be wandering, but not lost as before. Not only did I find someone, but I discovered an audience.

I now have my voice. I'm stepping out. I'm not stuck anymore.



About the Video: I shot part of this video 2 years ago at the Quezon City Circle, helping out some Mass Communication students. Although I did not direct and write this short, it's still pretty special to me for it is the FIRST film I edited (in Windows Movie Maker). The moment I laid music on this piece, I knew I was made to do this. I saw things differently - how silly or simple or corny stuff maybe. So watch out for the obvious glitches in editing; plot holes are not my fault. Haha.

Sometimes, we don't need to speak to be heard. I may not say this that much but thank you very much for hearing Coy out for the past 5 months.

And now it's time to take an indefinite leave.

That's a wrap!

Photo by: Chris Lagman

Music by: Bamboo

Labels: coy, season 1, senti, short film

CokskiBlue
5:37 AM
19 Comment(s)

19 Comments:

nawala din ako don ah. tsk tsk.

aabangan ko si oble sa susunod na season ;)

By  Anonymous, at September 8, 2007 at 9:21 AM  

indefinite break?

hey bro. that's a one-day shoot in UP, eh? or is it somewhere else? but yea, it brings me back to my college days. i wanna upload our college MTV project but i'm having a hard time doing it. it's in the old video format. :(

By  aajao, at September 8, 2007 at 5:27 PM  

season two!! woot!!
can i have a cameo there?.ahahaha.

By  Anonymous, at September 8, 2007 at 8:40 PM  

@dyu

Haha. PAreho tayong naligaw, dyu.

Thanks for the support, man!

@aajao

Anubayun. Nabura yung ginawa kong comment kanina.

Yes pare, indefinite leave. I need to recharge and keep the creative juices fresh. Hehe.

Nah, it's in Quezon City Circle, which nadadaanan ko lagi. Minsan mo lang siguro mapuntahan kasi taga-Rizal ka. Hehe.

Pwede mo namang ipaconvert to VCD di ba. Medyo pricy nga lang pero mas ok na rin para mapreserve. VHS yan right? KAhit betamax pwede pa rin. Hehe.

And oh, NEU students yang mga yan. Haha!

@funnysexy

Oo naman! Hahaha. Hindi lang cameo. Main role pa. LOL.

By  CokskiBlue, at September 8, 2007 at 8:54 PM  

QC Circle? hehe.. di kami nag location shooting dun. puro mga mag-irog na naghahalikan kase ang nandun noong panahon namin hehe.. UP Diliman campus kami nagshoot ng MTV. one day shooting lang. haha. actually naka VCD na yung MTV ko pati telesine. gusto ko i-upload s a youtube. S.O.S! :(

By  aajao, at September 8, 2007 at 9:29 PM  

Try to download a converter muna bro from vcd format to mpg or wmv.
Marami yan sa net. Pag ok na, madali na lang mag-upload sa YouTube, pag DSL. Hehe.

By  CokskiBlue, at September 8, 2007 at 10:56 PM  

still undecided about the domain?
just send me an email.

By  Anonymous, at September 9, 2007 at 7:28 AM  

coy, get enough rest, but don't be gone too long! :) you still have many more great vids to do. and we're waiting for them. :)

By  gibbs cadiz, at September 9, 2007 at 1:06 PM  

@bratyfly

will do this week bratyfly. Thanks! :)

@gibbs cadiz

Thanks alot, man!

Too bad it won't be rest I'm doing.

I'll be back. :)

By  CokskiBlue, at September 9, 2007 at 9:58 PM  

akalain mo yan.. uyy coy haha nakakamiss ang iyong VLOG err.. nagyon ko lang nalaman pareho pla tayo ng puwesto ng nunal sa mukha haha

By  Nash, at September 9, 2007 at 9:59 PM  

@nash

Hahaha! Ngayon ko lang rin napansin. Saang video mo naman nakita yang nunal ko? Hehe.

By  CokskiBlue, at September 9, 2007 at 10:04 PM  

take your time :)

by the way, you have a nice voice :P

By  Anonymous, at September 9, 2007 at 10:40 PM  

gagawa ka na ng porn movies sa next season... yayaman ka kagad dun... kaso baka magaya ka kay boy bastos.

By  Billycoy, at September 9, 2007 at 10:58 PM  

@bratyfly

Thank you. :) I'm excited to see how the VLOGGING competition will turn out. :D

@billycoy

Porn movies? Saka na kapag tapos na yung underground cave na pinapagawa ko sa Palawan. Walang NBI ang makakahuli sa akin dun. LOL

Oi Billycoy, ikaw ang unang blogger na gagawin kong porn star ha. Si HappySlip partner mo. Weheheh.

By  CokskiBlue, at September 9, 2007 at 11:10 PM  

Next Season? Mala-Heroes ba ito haha, Next season porn na? me me me i'll do porn for free! Nyahahaha! Lilipat na sya sa WP yehey!

By  L.A, at September 10, 2007 at 10:05 AM  

Eto lang masasabi ko.. "I LOVE YOU CHONG!"

Hahaha check this

Spread the love, ya? :)

By  Unknown, at September 11, 2007 at 12:33 AM  

LA

Wish ko lang mala-Heroes! Wehehe. Yey... wordpress here I come!

geo

Haha. Will do Geo. Thanks!

By  CokskiBlue, at September 11, 2007 at 2:49 PM  

Uy ako muna ang maghahasik ng scandal habang wala ka! Joke. Be back soon! :)

By  Faith, at September 13, 2007 at 6:42 AM  

hehehe paalam ko.. mamimis ka ng blogosphere :(

By  Jehzeel Laurente, at September 13, 2007 at 6:58 AM  

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